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[18 Jun 2005|01:52am] |
This journal is closed as of 4:53 AM on June 18th 2005.
I have a new journal.
It's friend's only.
And if I plan on adding you, then you're probably already added.
If not, you can comment and see if I just accidently missed you.
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[16 Jun 2005|09:56am] |
Hello livejournal.
Summer is starting.
Nothing about this summer looks appealing.
Crying my eyes out and then getting cheered up rules.
I'd like to let everyone know almost everyone that I met during the school year at shows seems to have turned to douche bags. Thanks guys. YOU RUULLEE
getting drunk this summer with chelsea rulz.
bye AGAIN livejournal
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[12 Jun 2005|05:29am] |
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Bye Livejournal.
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[10 Jun 2005|11:36pm] |
I swear to god i hate everyone but Tyson/Thor, Laur and Haley.
Meantime, Tyson/Thor is the cutest thing I've seen..
Since Niko.
That is all.
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[10 Jun 2005|12:45pm] |
I'm back home after 4 days because virginia is the white trash captial of the world.
Minus baltimore.
I hate baltimore.
baltimore is where people take fucking pit bulls and breed them just so they can live for a week and fight against other drug dealer pit bulls for fucking crack.
fuck you baltimore.
My dad brought home a pit bull puppy today.
He's a dog who is barely alive.
He hasn't been fed in forever.
He's dehydrated.
He's got so many cuts on his face you can't hardly recognize it's a pit bull.
He's the most adorable thing I've seen since Raab, Cosmo, or NIKO.
I miss niko so much.
I love him so much.
But seeing this dog makes me think everything will be really siq this summer.
If my mom tells my dad to take it away,
or we have to put it to sleep coz it's sick or something,
I will be so upset.
I haven't named him yet. My dad wanted to call him Niko, but it doesn't feel right.
Nor is is respective of niko.
What should I name him?
I miss my girls too.
And I don't miss school.
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| The sound of animals fighting |
[02 Jun 2005|01:50am] |
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I just wrote a really siq brag for english using mostly band names. check it outt.
( ahh siq )
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| LOLZ PWNT |
[30 May 2005|04:22am] |
FUCK YOU HALEY I HATE YOU AND AMITYVILLE HORROR, I HOPE A FUCKING GHOST COMES AND GETS YOU TONIGHT AND YOU ROT IN HELL WITH NICK HEDDINGER AND ALL THE CHICKENS IN THE WORLD!$#%K#
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| BFF forever.. |
[17 May 2005|12:02am] |
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I just talked to Laur via text message/mobile device and she made me cry. I love you girl, i've never met anyone like you. I never will. I wanna hang out more, and be like real best friends even though I'm sure we're closer then most 'best friends.' I wanted you to come with me when i went to virginia so I didn't die, but I guess that's not gonna happen.
I'm gonna cry myself to sleep knowing that I've never loved anyone more then I love you Laur<3.
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| chief siqkillslutbrah |
[16 May 2005|10:33pm] |
terror of 1893 (10:26:21 PM): ew i went to see my family from north carolina
terror of 1893 (10:28:17 PM): i wish i had a siq accent
adriveforfriday (10:28:25 PM): haha
terror of 1893 (10:28:42 PM): they're all like indians and shit, i'm like wtf why are you related to me
adriveforfriday (10:28:50 PM): AHAHA
adriveforfriday (10:29:18 PM): torr; indian cheif
terror of 1893 (10:29:23 PM): hahah GOD DAMN RIGHT
terror of 1893 (10:29:33 PM): SIQ indian chief
adriveforfriday (10:29:36 PM): Cheif killslutsbrah
terror of 1893 (10:29:40 PM): hahah DUHH
adriveforfriday (10:29:42 PM): _siq
adriveforfriday (10:29:45 PM): +siq
terror of 1893 (10:30:07 PM): hahah thats gonna be my new mypace name
terror of 1893 (10:30:09 PM): when i get around to it
terror of 1893 (10:30:14 PM): chief siqkillslutbrah
adriveforfriday (10:30:23 PM): hahah
adriveforfriday (10:30:35 PM): fuck i have to draw
terror of 1893 (10:30:37 PM): what
terror of 1893 (10:30:39 PM): DRAW ME
terror of 1893 (10:30:41 PM): as indian chief
adriveforfriday (10:30:46 PM): AHAH
terror of 1893 (10:30:48 PM): killing sluts and brosephs
adriveforfriday (10:30:50 PM): ahah
terror of 1893 (10:30:54 PM): hahhahaha please do it
adriveforfriday (10:31:05 PM): if i tcomes out good you can see it
adriveforfriday (10:31:06 PM): hahha
terror of 1893 (10:31:22 PM): hahaha no way, stick figures with chief hats are SIQQ too, i better get to see it either way
terror of 1893 (10:31:27 PM): with a bloody siq knife
adriveforfriday (10:31:30 PM): haha ok
terror of 1893 (10:31:46 PM): i'm excited, draw me killing sluts
adriveforfriday (10:32:07 PM): i could make it mixed media and tape a barbie doll to paper with a bloody face..
terror of 1893 (10:32:13 PM): haha yesss
adriveforfriday (10:32:16 PM): haha opkokko
SO EIXCTIELSKGSKLD
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| Your a hopeless romantic now helplessly rheumatic |
[13 May 2005|05:33am] |
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Today was siq. No it wasn't, I found out acceptance isn't playing on Sunday, so I scraped that show. I dont really wanna see A static lullaby (their new stuff is..terrrible) or Head Automatica, or Emanuel. So I'm going to hang out with Lauren tomorrow so we can make fun of all the people/gross people who I know will be there. Sweet.
Tonight I'm going to Princes of Las Vegas/Doomed Reaction, and hanging out with Haley. We are gonna have a siq hangout/make fun of atreyu wannabes. It should we sweet. I think this weekend will be sweet, minus acceptance/hangout with joe.
I also need to do my wall for kandra on violence in music. ahaha.
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| I wish I could hate you have as much as I hate myself |
[11 May 2005|05:31pm] |
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Yesterday was one of the best days of my life. I went to punchline with my girl Val, and we were like an hour early so we just stood around. I had mad quantites of nerds, and it reminded me of Brandon. haha, I miss him/them so much I wish they would come back for real. Anyway, talked to Steve before the show and he was like 'so who wants a line in their eyebrow.' and it immediately reminded me of Nick/Bled across miles. haha, I miss him too.
Anyway, later after the show had went on for awhile I went back outside with Chris to talk to Steve again and he was like 'so how about that..gangster stripe' (coz nick calls it that and thats what I called it ahah) and I agreed. So they shaved a line in my eyebrow and filmed it (wtf) and steve was like "I don't care if you don't like it, I like it. It's definitely you." haha so I got to join the punchline striped eyebrow club.
Also, I got to reminice about beard porn (LAUR!!!) because they were like 'what do you think about beards..." and I mentioned the beard porn. That's all I think about beards.
Also, this just in: way more guys shave their arms then girls.
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| What did you even do when I said.. |
[09 May 2005|10:41pm] |
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I busted out an outline for my research paper in like an hour. It ruled, it was so easy and actually kind of fun to look back at what I did before. Uh, that sounds weird but I'm really happy the research is on stuff that I'm actually interested in.
Jared Leto's band is actually kind of good, haha. How weird is that? People shouldn't be able to multitask and like..be a good actor and good musician. It reminds me of Lauren and I and when we first met Classic Case Jared. I miss him ;[ when the hell are they gonna come back haha.
My parent are arguing and my Dad opened the door just now and was like 'she's not dumb, I want her to hear us.' uhh k. cool. And now my mom just came in and tried to get me to talk to her..but I ddin't want to so she wasl ike 'fine, there's no use talking to you. Don't you have an opinion on anything@$?" uhh not when you're arguing and I don't wanna hear it. Thanks.
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[08 May 2005|08:58pm] |
i really should update more. If I updated more often, I would have less to update. I haven't updated since Gym Class Heroes...so that's a long time. I've hung out with Lauren countless times (although not enough) and I love her.
I'm not really sure what else to update about. if you've seen me, you know whats up. I'll start updating more. I'll try every day, but there's not enough happening in my life to update everyday ahaha. PUNCHLINE TUESDAY HAYY.
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[26 Apr 2005|02:39pm] |
Pretty much TAI said they probably won't be playing the next couple of dates on their tour, if they don't play their show here I seriously will cry. I've been waiting so long to see them again. I emailed Disashi to see if he knew more then websites that normally don't give out everything, so hopefully he'll give me the 'yeah they're playing' and I will not have to be depressed anymore.
I'm making the cutest bag ever.
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| Too Lazy to update for real |
[12 Apr 2005|10:55pm] |
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The past few days since I have updated:
-Hung out with Erica friday and saturday
-Saw lots of the same people on friday and saturday, including 'sick males/females' hah wtf.
-Having someone explain gangster stripe to me
-Seeing a not so great band called Starving heart where the singer was wearing a severna park shirt, who sounded like atreyu's singer
-Watching WW2 stuff on the history channel all sunday haha
-Geary telling me i was getting sun burned when he was the one trying to get a tan
-Nick telling me my shirt was bling bling
-Nick's moonboot
-LiluDallas
-ME:2LT:0
-Possibly joining a band, but not going to see them till next week
-Chelsea going with me on friday@! maybe erica?
-Doing all my homework for the first time ever in AP
-Watching the scariest movie ever that still makes me cringe
-Joe sending me most of FOB's next record
-ME:3MM:0
-Staying home on Monday for no reason really
-Missing a big english test
-Watching war movies and mommy dearest all day
-Finding ondemand on my parents tv and loving it
-two hour early dismissal rules
-Friday: bam/mys/ld
-Next Thursday:Waking Ashalnd
-Following Monday: Throwdown
-being upsetxa million alexei got kicked out of woj
-alexei's new band not playing in MD even though they're based out of MD
-4/29:gym class/theacademyis/fob w/ joe (guest list better not eff up?)
-5/1:flipside
-5/2:UHHBETTERBEHASTETHEDAY
-doneee
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[05 Apr 2005|12:42am] |
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Today I wrote a poem about how much I hate the scene for english. If I have to read it aloud, kids are gonna be like WHOS THAT ABOUT. I rule. Thanks.
I also saw the girl have aseizure. it was the scariest thing ever, and I felt really sick/scared after. Yeah, scary. Lame update, coz i'm tired. Tight.
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I haven't updated in awhile. I don't really have anything to update about, so I'll just update with pictures mostly. I dind't go to makeyourstand yesterday, and hopefully april 15th will still work out coz i have to see nick and his shirts haha. erica ask like 36524 days in advance and maybe your dad will be okay with is.
Now on with the pictures
( pictures!!!1111 )
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| 033. He's so not circumcised, duhh |
[27 Mar 2005|09:36am] |
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Last night made me realize there are a lot better people out there then I was hanging out with a few months ago. There are a lot better people to meet, and I know that. I will never regret what happened, even though it happened over something stupid. I want to meet everyone that is not pretentious, even though Im the most pretentious person in the world when I can tell you're going to be the same way about me. I dont care what you listen to, but I will tell you I don't like that band because I complain a lot. I'm really nice, and out going when you get to know me, but I'm really shy to begin with. You most likely will have to make the first move to introduce yourself, otherwise I'm the best person you'll ever meet.
The point of this was to say I'm glad I got some people out of my life. For real. And I'm glad there are more people entering my life every time I go to another show.
haha PSSSSSS:
If anyone hates me, please post more livejournal entries I will never see because it makes you look tough. I don't care as long as you back the shit up, and spell my name right.
PPSSSSSS:
BAMNick told me about the sweetest shirt last night. He showed me the design and shit, and I'm very excited. April 15th I'm going to their show at the royal, and I'm buying one of them. Then Nick and I will have a party coz the foot that a wall fell on iwll be healed and he won't have to hobble around like a sad little boy. THINK DUCKS AND NAKED GIRLS!!!!111
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| If you take three or more alcoholic drinks a day, ask your doctor whether or not you should... |
[21 Mar 2005|12:11am] |
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The days coming are going to be harder for all of you. Take it for what it's worth. You're going to face things you've never faced before, and you're going to face things you face everyday. Go to sleep knowing you're alone but tomorrow you'll be surrounded by the people you love.
It's voice makes me remember sometimes there are better things out there then the people who think of things to say. Colors make the world brighter, but the deeper things bring more to the plate then any hot pink shirt your girlfriend can wear. Take a minute to remember the things that have touched your life the most, then sleep on them. What do they really mean.
I take it so I can sleep, then wake up wondering if sleeping ever really does its job.
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